Sweet Disposition

A song I listened to on repeat during my last pregnancy:

 
"Sweet disposition
Never too soon
Oh, reckless abandon
Like no one's watching you...
 
Songs of desperation
I played them for you.
A moment, a love
A dream, aloud..." 




But one of my favorites has no words at all.   When Josie died, I thought someone wrote it just for me.  It made me feel sad, (which wasn't hard to do then), but it made me feel hopeful too:  hopeful that I might survive;  hopeful for what was to come.  "September Song", by Agnes Obel.  It's strange how a piano can see your soul like that.

 
This September I learned something important.  And so I remember all of the things that could happen, those that did, and those which might never, and so I am terrified; a fear I can hardly exist beside, every second.

But I am also hopeful.  I am so very hopeful of what could be, when the leaves are green again. 



 
Baby LaFata #4,  We love you.  We're dreaming of you.  We hope to meet you soon. 


 

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